Interview with an emo(tional)

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This is an actual conversation/interview with an emo person... Please if you comment, do not be rude. This person is my friend...

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Intro:

Some people cut themselves

Some people burn themselves

Some poison themselves

Some abuse alcohol and other things...

Some do self-embedding

Hair pulling

Self abuse

Abuse of prescription drugs

Even things such as anorexia and builimia

And so many other ways...

I take a match or lighter and burn myself..

Life is depressing... sometimes i think we don't really ever die. Because we are already in hell.

I hide my true feelings behind a "mask", and only let others see my fake smiles and laughs.

Why do you cut?

Whenever i feel emotionless, "empty", numb... Unreal, or lost, or alone. It makes me feel, alive.

When i feel overwhelmed, or emotional... It makes me feel in control, calm and relieved.

Some times it just feels like i deserve the pain, like i should be punished.

How do you hide it?

Long sleeve shirts hide arm marks...

Never wearing shorts hides leg marks...

Face marks can't really be hidden unless with long hair... And it's still hard.

Clothes... it's all pretty much about clothes.

Why are you emo?

...I don't like that word... But because, too many things going on. When it's too hard to cope, that's something many things rush to, self harm. Have you not heard of birds plucking out their own feathers when they are in captiveness? It's an instict... Like a drug, it relieves you.